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cheese should go on food.

i'm sure some weird people like cheese on their candy.
and i'm sure some people like to drink liquid cheese.

so cheese is cheese.
and it should go on anything.

there cannot be limits for a food item.

my gosh everything is so confusing.
i wish i was a kid again, when nothing mattered at all.




nothing was confusing then.

I just turned sixteen.
Yesterday to be exact.
I'm not too excited about taking the drivers test.
I'm actually really nervous.
And today I feel so weird.
Like I just realized that time is FLYING by.

for example:
It has been a month since my mom killed herself (i'll most likely get into that later on)

Now that is pretty insane.
But anyways....

I don't get why the people at the DMV are so rude.
I think that if I was given the chance to be one of those people for a day.
I would probably be a bitch too, well after awhile I'm sure it gets old.
Sitting there, doing the same thing.... over and over again.
Everything gets old after awhile.
Jobs, People, Life... Everything
Just thinking about that is depressing.

Well on a positive note..
I have grown ALOT lately.
1.
I told pretty much my whole family that I'm gay, and that I am dating this amazing girl.
And my Dad completely accepts me.
It's very strange.
But I like it.
2.
I have a best friend now.
I never really had a best friend before.
Well I have never really had a REAL best friend.
But now I do.
And I also like that.


Well thats all I can think of right now.
I'll vent more later.